somewhere on the earth

somewhere on the earth

Jumat, 30 Juli 2010

take the risk

bonjour earth! hope i'll have a great weekend.
lg sedih gak tau kenapa. Sometimes I cry for unimportant things when my mood drops, crap.
okay cry inside smile outside. why it's more fake smiles?

CE I EN TE A

what the hell is love?
sucker thing in this world

why?
okay. if you can be myself, you can feel it

where this love located?
idk

what the risk if you got love?
SICK, torment, tears, broken heart

p.s : if you dare for date, you dare for hurt

check self

Are you male or female?


human



Describe Yourself:

all these things i’ve done



How do you feel:

romeo & juliet



Describe where you currently live:

a dustland fairytale



If you could go anywhere, where would you go:

read my mind



Your favorite form of transportation:

joy ride



Your best friend is:

ms brightside



What is Life to you:

midnight show



Your Fear:

the world we live in



What is the best advice you have to give:

smile like you mean it



How I would like to die:

the river is wild



My motto:

sweet talk

Rabu, 28 Juli 2010

hari ini :)

pagi2 bangun seperti biasa. ke sekolah juga biasa2 aja. pas pulang pergi ke 7eleven bersama Stella Rafaela, Via Prabangkara, dan Anastasya Tedja. abis itu langsung ke GI. di GI juga cuma menapakan kaki doang. abis itu pulang. dan gue sekarang CAPE bgt pengen nyantai karena besok sekolah libur (Y). off dlu ya. bsk baru online seharian!


ps : maaf lg kambuh gila nya. jadii... sorry2 aja kalo ada yg ak suka gue nulis post ini. makasihh~

I HATE YOU DISASTER! GRRR

im.in.trouble.
huah! tired with life. hell-o disaster why always you following me hah!?
hateyouhateyouhateyou!

Senin, 26 Juli 2010

bad temper day

hello di sini gue bersama dengan internet yg sedang lemot. muahahhaa! lg bete abis ya astaga gara2 td pas istirahat makan gak kenyang, lupa bawa kamus, no pulsa day!, krisma gak ada bu sur di ganti bu nina, td pas pre test mat gak ngerti apa2 -_-, pas pulang skolah gak di jemput, pas sampe rumah ada copycat lg! sialan abis ye. groar! skarang ngantuk laper BAD TEMPER. astagaaaa. capee

Sabtu, 24 Juli 2010

share foto lg ah

sorry for post sebelumnya lg khilaff gue sumvehh. haa! udh ah ye share foto aja

SAD-ish! errr >:(

i'm tired. ga ush sok ya bikin penasaran. for the first, i think you give me a second chance. guess what? i was wrong. tapped my arm and said : Nel sorry for tomorrow i'll tell you later. seems i say : ok. you know? i have many great thought in my head. then when i text you, you just said : gak jadi, serius gak ada apa2. lu tau gue udh seneng bgt lu inget nama gue dengan sms pertama : Nel. gak tau nya? haaa, asal lu tau ya. JANGAN PERNAH NGASIH HARAPAN KOSONG. BIKIN SAKIT HATI TAU GAK.  kalo emng gak ada yg mau lu omongin gak ush sms gue singkat2 dengan cuma ngomong : Nel. karenaaa, itu udh bikin gue tambah SAKIT dari sebelumnya

from tumblr to PARIS ♥

Jumat, 23 Juli 2010

ah very calm me down :)

wohoo. got my afternoon tea (telat bgt!) with blueberry cheese cake and.. THE SALTWATER ROOM ♥ gak bosen denger tuh lagu sumpah bikin chill out yea. hahaha udh keburu soreyy baru afternoon tea. haaa cacat nya.

ga penting

sms an nih critanya

orang : Nel
gua : yaa? knp?

gak dibales lgg -____-

heiho :B

hallo maap jarang ngepost bacaotan2 lagi yea (re : kebanyakan lirik lagu. lol) sekarang tebak dong lg apa guee? chat sm stella, maen game, edit foto, ol fb, twitter, blogging tumblr juga, denger lagu juga hahaha. banyak aja yg di kerjain o_o. oiyaa kemaren2 baru bikin tumblr lohh http://letgoyourpast.tumblr.com/ :) *promosi ternyata gak jauh beda sm blogger. cuma kalo tumblr itu bisa langsung nge re-blog gitu. hahaha. tp blogger tetep jauh lebih asik dong ah (?)

Kamis, 22 Juli 2010

Like we used to - A rocket to the moon ♥

I could feel her breath as she's sleeping next to me

Sharing pillows and cold feet
She can feel my heart; fell asleep to its beat
Under blankets and warm sheets
If only I could be in that bed again
If only it were me instead of him

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts?
When you've seen it a million times
Does he sing to all your music?
While you dance to purple rain
Does he do all these things?
Like I used to?

14 months and 7 days ago,
Oh I know you know how we felt about that night
Just your skin against the window
Oh we took it slow and we both know
It shoulda been me inside that car
It should have been me instead of him in the dark

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts?
When you've seen it a million times
Does he sing to all your music?
While you dance to purple rain
Does he do all these things?
Like I used to?

I know that love happens all the time, love
(I'm a sucker for that feeling)
You're on my mind, love
(I always end up feeling cheated)
And that happens all the time, love
(Oh darling, I know I'm not needed)

Will he love you like I loved you?
Will he tell you everyday?
Will he make you feel like your invincible
With every word he'll say
Can you promise me that this was right?
Don't throw it all away
Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things?
Like we used to
Oh like we used to

our name. will be forever (?)

Anastasya Tedja Sukmana  = an ash thus yea that jaw soak man ah

Stella Rafaela = steel ah raft a eel ah

Olivia Prabangkara = oh leaf via pra bank are a

Jacinta Karina  = jazz sin thaw car in ah

Silvana Hermawan = seal van ah her mow an

Anabella Roulina = an nap bell ah row lean ah

Alexandra Kineta = all ex and raw key net a

Nathasia Monika = nut haze yea moo nicka

The SaltWater Room - Owl City :)

I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light

Walking down by the bay, on the shore, staring up at the planes that aren’t there anymore
I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold
Like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
Around my arms and began to shiver violently before
You happened to look and see the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground
All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue: farewell
With your ear to a seashell
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we're apart, whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time
Can you believe that the crew has gone and wouldn’t let me sign on
All my islands have sunk in the deep, so I can hardly relax or even oversleep
I feel as if I were home some nights, when we count all the ship lights
I guess I'll never know why sparrows love the snow
We’ll turn out all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow

So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time.

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time

Rabu, 21 Juli 2010

numpang share foto ya. makasih

for my dear mom

rada ill ye title nya. MUAHAHAA. ya udh gak mau basa basi ah. MA, MAAPIN AKU YA. TD SUMPAH GAK SENGAJA NULIS POST YG ANEH2. AKU SAYANG MAMA TP JGN SUKA MARAH2 MULU YA. CAPE JUGA DENGERNYAA ♥

with all my love and apology ♥ :) (HA HA)

nyokap emng paling bisa bikin gua badmood tai

wtf bgt deh ye. NYOKAP GUA MAH IH NGANCURIN MOOD GUA MULU. kaya gini salah kaya gitu lebih salah. temen2 yg laen boleh pulang siang. np deh gue kaga boleh. bilang nya mobil mau di pake lah apa lah jd musti pulang buru2. ntar kalo gue pulang sendiri paling si supir lg nongkrong di rumah gajelas. bukan nya jemput gue kek apa kek. gue masih TRAUMA halo abis HAMPIR di todong ya di angkot. kampret. dr kemaren ya ngomel2 mulu. kalo PMS gak ush nge egoisin orang BISA KALI. gue aja kalo lg PMS gak sampe gitu amat (?) sadar dong yaaa. gue cape abis sekolah, lg bete di suruh pulang sendiri, sampe rumah ade gue minta di bikinin pe er (gampang bgt sumpah pe er nya. iya lah ya plajaran kelas 3 sd secara), udh rada gak bad temper pas lg online, ehh tiba2 nyokap telpon marah2 wanjeng lah ya! dosa bgt ih gue ngomongin orang (re : ortu) di blog. Tuhan tolong bantu saya jd anak yg baik. :'(

Selasa, 20 Juli 2010

Laskar Geng Cacat

kami, geng cacat menyatakan bahwa kami adalah anakanak cacat. bukan cacat fisik. melainkan kita mempunyai mental yg berbeda dengan anakanak seusianya. untuk contoh :


tertawa berlebihan
ngejayus berlebihan
gila gila an (?)



hatihati jika anak anda mulai bergabung dengan kami
jikalau anda masih sayang anak anda, jauhkan lah dari kami...
karena kami.............






BANGGA MENJADI ANGGOTA GENG CACAT! (?)

home is hell for now

errr. cannot hold my patience again ya. mom, dad please shut up your s#!t mouth! are you both got PMS, hah? gak usah marahmarah tiap kali  BISA KALI

Senin, 19 Juli 2010

alright. finally. my 100th POST! hell to the yeah!! :D

wohoo! it's 1 post to 100th! :D :D

:)

Beautiful Monster

All my life
And the hereafter
I've never seen
Seen one like you
You're a knife
Sharp and deadly
And it's me
That you cut into
But I don't mind
In fact I like it
Though I'm terrified
I'm turned on but scared of you

[Chorus:]
She's a monster
Beautiful monster
Beautiful monster
But I don't mind
And I need her
Said I need her
Beautiful monster
But I don't mind
No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)
No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)
No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)
No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)

In her eyes
There's love and fire
In my heart
She's burning through
But I don't mind
In fact I like it
Though I'm terrified

I'm turned on but scared of you

[Chorus:]
She's a monster (she's a monster)
Beautiful monster (beautiful monster)
Beautiful monster (beautiful monster yeah)
But I don't mind (I don't mind)
And I need her (and I need her)
Said I need her (said I need her)
Beautiful monster (whooah)
But I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind)
No I don't mind

Playing with my heart
And she's playing with my mind
And I don't mind I don't I don't mind
No I don't mind I don't I don't mind
No I don't mind I don't I don't mind
No I don't mind I don't I don't mind
(I don't mind I don't I don't mind) And I don't mind
(I don't mind I don't I don't mind) Said I don't mind
(I don't mind I don't I don't mind) And I don't mind
(I don't mind I don't I don't mind) Beautiful monster

She's a monster (she's a monster)
Beautiful monster (beautiful monster)
Beautiful monster (oooo)
But I don't mind (but I don't mind)
And I need her (and I need her)

Said I need her (said I need her)
Beautiful monster (beautiful monster)
But I don't mind (ooooo)
No I don't mind
(Said I don't mind I don't I don't mind...) No I don't mind
(I don't mind I don't I don't mind...) No I don't mind
(I don't mind I don't I don't mind... Oooo...) No I don't mind

i feel so (half) alive.

maap ya visitor's lg gak ada inspiration buat "nge-bacot" muahahaha
share foto aja yaaaa :)

Jumat, 16 Juli 2010

i love what they called adorable ♥

somebody to love :) ♥

Ohh Ohh


For you I’d write a symphony
I’d tell the violin
It’s time to sink or swim
Watch him play for ya

For you I'd be (Whoa)
Runnin a thousand miles
Just get you where you are
Step to the beat of my heart.

I don’t need a whole lot
But for you I admit I
Rather give you the world
Or we can share mine

I know that I won’t be the first one
Given you all this attention
But baby listen

I just need somebody to love
I-I don’t need too much
Just need somebody to love.
(Somebody to love)
I don’t need nothing else
I promise girl, I swear.
I just need somebody to love.


I need somebody I-I need somebody
I need somebody I-I need somebody.

Everyday I bring the sun around
I sweep away the clouds.
Smile for me (Smile for me)
I would take
Every second, every single time
Spend it like my last dime.
Step to the beat of my heart.

I don’t need a whole lot
But for you I admit I
Rather give you the world
Or we can share mine


I know I won’t be the first one
Given you all this attention
But baby listen


I just need somebody to love (Ohh, no no no no)
I-I don’t need too much
Just need somebody to love.
(Somebody to love)

I don’t need nothing else
I promise girl, I swear.
I just need somebody to love.
I need somebody I-I need somebody
I need somebody I-I need somebody.
(Somebody to love)
I need somebody I-I need somebody
I need somebody I-I need somebody.


And you can have it all
Anything you want I can bring
Give you the finer things, yeah
But what I really want
I can’t find ’cause, money can’t find me.
Somebody to love. (Ohh Whoa)

Find me somebody to love (Ohh)
I need somebody to love (Yeah)
I-I don’t need too much
Just somebody to love.
Somebody to love.I don’t need
nothing else,I promise girl I swear,I just need somebody to love.


I need somebody, I-I need somebody
I need somebody, I-I need somebody
(Somebody to love)
I need somebody, I-I need somebody
I need somebody (I swear I just need somebody to love)

I-I need somebody.
Oh oh oh oh oh... etc
Is she out there
Is she out there
(repeat)
I just need somebody to love.

Kamis, 15 Juli 2010

Mana Duluan, Ayam atau Telur? Ini Jawabnya! :D

Para ilmuwan berhasil menjawab salah satu tebak-tebakan tertua di dunia, mana yang lebih dulu, ayam, atau telur?




Melalui komputer super, tim dari Universitas Sheffield dan Warwick, Inggris menemukan jawabannya. Apakah itu? Ayam.



Kepada laman Harian The Sun, ketua tim peneliti menjelaskan bagaimana mereka berhasil memecahkan teka-teki tersebut.



"Apa yang kami temukan adalah 'kecelakaan' yang menyenangkan. Awalnya, tujuan penelitian kami adalah menemukan bagaimana binatang membuat cangkang telur."



Menurutnya, selama ini, masyarakat telah menganggap remeh ayam. Kami tidak menyadari proses luar biasa yang ditunjukan para ayam dalam proses pembuatan telur.



"Sadarkah Anda, ketika memecahkan kulit telur rebus di pagi hari, Anda sedang menyaksikan salah satu material luar biasa di dunia."



Cangkang telur memiliki kekuatan sangat luar biasa, meski beratnya sangat ringan. Manusia tak bisa membuat benda seperti itu, bahkan yang mendekatinya.



"Masalahnya, kita tak tahu bagaimana ayam membuat cangkangnya."



Tim peneliti lalu menggunakan komputer super milik Dewan Riset Sains Inggris (UK Science Research Council) yang berbasis di Edinburgh. Komputer itu dinamakan HECToR (High End Computing Terascale Resource).



"Kami ingin menelusuri bagaimana telur terbentuk, dengan melihat proses detail telur secara mikroskopis."



Yang pertama dicari adalah, mengetahui 'resep' yang digunakan ayam untuk membuat cangkang telur.



"Dengan bantuan komputer canggih, Kami memecahkan masalah ini selama berminggu-minggu. Sementara, ayam bisa menyusun cangkang itu hanya dalam semalam."



Lucunya, pemilihan cangkang telur ayam sebagai fokus penelitian benar-benar tak disengaja. Para peneliti memilih telur ayam karena proteinnya sederhana untuk ditelaah.



Namun hasilnya ternyata sangat mengejutkan. "Kami memecahkan teka-teki sepanjang masa. Ini mengagumkan."



Hasilnya, ditemukan protein khusus yang ada di tubuh ayam. Protein itu adalah adalah 'tukang bangunan' tanpa lelah, menyusun bagian-bagian cangkang mikroskopis membentuk cangkang telur.



Protein itu menginisiasi proses pembentukan cangkang sebelum menyusun bagian telur yang lain.



Tanpa protein pembangun tersebut, telur tak mungkin terbentuk. Dan, protein itu hanya ditemukan di rahim ayam. "Itu berati ayam ada duluan sebelum telur."



Tapi, dari mana ayam berasal?



Beberapa teori mengatakan, nenek moyang ayam menciptakan telur zaman Dinosaurus.



"Penemuan kami sangat potensial. Sebab, cangkang telur dibentuk dari banyak kristal kecil. Kita bisa menggunakan informasi ini untuk mengetahui cara membuat dan menghancurkan struktur kristal lainnya."



Sebagai contoh, untuk menghilangkan kerak di ceret maupun pipa. Penelitian ini juga berimplikasi medis.



"Karena tubuh kita menggunakan metode yang sama untuk membuat gigi dan tulang, kita bisa belajar lebih banyak tentang bagaimana membangun kembali tulang manusia."

Never say NEVER ♥ JB feat JSmith :)

See I never thought that I could walk through fire
I never thought that I could take the burn
I never had the strength to take it higher,
Until I reached the point of no return
And there's just no turning back,
When your hearts under attack,
Gonna give everything I have,
It's my destiny.


I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up up up,
And never say never.

I never thought I could feel this power.
I never thought that I could feel this free.
I'm strong enough to climb the highest tower.
And I'm fast enough to run across the sea.


And there's just no turning back,
When your hearts under attack,
Gonna give everything I have,
Cause this is my destiny.


I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never.


Here we go!
Guess who?
JSmith and Jb!
I gotcha lil bro.
I can handle him.
Hold up, aight?
I can handle him.


Now he's bigger than me,
Taller than me.
And he's older than me,
And stronger than me.
And his arms a little bit longer than me.
But he ain't on a JB song with me!

I be trying a chill
They be trying to side with the thrill.
No pun intended, was raised by the power of Will.
Like Luke with the force, when push comes to shove.
Like Cobe with the 4th, ice water with blood.


I gotta be the best, and yes
We're the flyest.
Like David and Goliath,
I conquered the giant.
So now I got the world in my hand,
I was born from two stars
So the moon's where I land.


I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never.

HAI BLOGGER. LONG TIME NO POST YAA

hay semua nya! ah lama bgt ye gue kaga nge post -_-. hahaha. sekarang gue udh kelas 9 dong (?) . masih kangen 8a bgt!! :'( hueee. oiya comp udh seminggu rehab. jd baru bisa nge post hari inii :3
hahaha. bingung ah mau nge post apa. :$ HA HA HA

Jumat, 02 Juli 2010

i love you. like i do

hai. hahaha hari ini udh july yahh? cepat sekalee 2 july actually -___-
kemarennnn gue ke ps loh sama via caca anas sm jaja juga. hehehe nnton eclipse ada jacob omg ♥_♥
ganteng bgt yaa! ckckck bella sih tolol ah bukan nya sm jacob aja malah milih edward. edward juga ganteng dingg. hahahah bella boleh aja sama edward. tapi jacob punya gue! hahaha
cepet ya udh july prasaan baru kemaren nyalain kembang api taon baru, baru kemaren jadi anak kelas 8, baru kemaren chat pertama sm dia, baru kemaren kenalan sm dia, kok jd dia (?) hhhh tau ah cape. sms dr kemaren kaga di bales :(. udh lah lupakann~~ hahaha

maybe.. someday

udah pada baca novel " Thalita" blom? gila ya itu novel berasa menyihir gue........ jadi kodok. HAHA canda dingg. itu keren bgt sumveh cerita nya! nangis boo saya tiap bab *gak juga sih. tp keren lah pokonya. kalo inget novel, gue jd inget "au revoir" part 2 nya kaga selesai2 (re: blom gue buat sama sekali!) gue buat nya. kurang refrensi kali ya. kayanya emng kadang di ijinin sama Tuhan. mungkin gue lebih bagus nulis artikel kayanya (?) HAHAHA. yaa tapi who knows? someday gue bakal jadi orang sukses (AMIN YA TUHAN) , duitnya banyak (AMIN BANGET), bisa ngebahagiain ortu (HAHA kaya udh kerja aje ye)
tapi yg gue bingung adalah, kalo penulis itu kata2 emas nya banyak bgt!! bisa bikin yg baca tulisan nya tuh kagum. nah! kalo gue? hahaha. asal ngomong iya kayanya.
yaaa manusia boleh dong berharap. hahaha asal jgn ketinggian deh ya. wismilak ♥